My third blog

i decided i wanted to go to my Silver Lining Meeting today. so last night i set my alarm for some ridiculus hour of 12:30pm or something, and actually had every intention of going to bed around like 3 or 4 am, but ended up being side tracked by beautiful words....damn boys. dont get me wrong, they were lovely and i enjoyed every minute of his kindness, but he really took me by surprise! LIKE SERIOUSLY! where did he come from??? not that i dont know him or anything, but like, i never wouldve guessed-----but going on, i didnt get to bed til like 5-5:30 ish, so, 12:30 pm wake up was not cool at all, therefore i ended up sleeping through it...lucky for me, i set another alarm about 20 minutes before i was suppose to be at the school, which most girls know it is impossible to be completely ready in that much time, thus i was late.

so i went...what joy. i got to see what i use to be editor of again, which was ok i guess, but it was a bit weird seeing everything getting done without feeling the panic of deadlines and screaming "SOMEONE RETYPE THIS!" every other minute. instead, i got to see my successor do just that. i picked her, and im so glad i did! she is doing an excellent job so far.

but after that, i just came home and did nothing but take a shower and go to the doctor. i hate medical doctors...they get me made sometimes. like, just because they have a stupid peice of paper with the letters "P", "h", and "D' on it doesnt mean i have to do what they say. it really isnt so much the regualar doctors i dont like, its the OBGYN people who think they are all "above" everyone...arg...i always end up in a fight with them about how im not taking all of my cloths off. personally, i think the can groupe my breats with my ppants on, thank you very much. ha ha, i said that to one of them once....i'll never forget that look!

another look i'll never forget is the face on the conssesion (soooo spelt wrong) stand man at the movie theatres when my mama, best friend Timmy, and i went to see some movie. well, we were standing there and the teenaged boy asked if we wanted anything else when suddenly, Timmy grabbed my wrist and stared straight as he got a HUGE grin on his face. "im vibrating" he said. hes phone was in his back pocket....well, i laughed so hard i almost peed and the guy behind the counter gave us the weirdest look ive ever seen in my life! that was a funny night...

and so a new topic! was watching Ghost Hunters International tonight...i do like that show. whether they are faking it or not, they do a damn good job! however, the one thing that really gets me is when im watching a REALLY good episode, and you know an episode is good when you are actually getting scared and freaked out for them because they are like too bad ass to get scared or freaked out or something, and then suddenly, when the investigators are quiet and all is very intense and you're on the edge of your seat, THE WIND BLOWS THE LOOSE FLAP OUTSIDE AND SCARES THE LIVING AND DEAD DAY LIGHTS OUT OF YOU! i hate that so much....did that while i was sitting in my living room alone because mama went to bed. i didnt even know we had a freaking loose flap outside! like wtf??? well, it scared me, so i was like "shiiiit, ghoooooost...." but i sat there and watched the end of the episode, which was crazy good, and then hurried off into my bedroom to do just this; this being nothing, of course...

and on the subject of nothing; do guys really have nothing better to do than bother the crap out of me??? ok, so, im on the infamous facebook, of which i have become addicted to because i have no life other than pointless nothing, and suddenly, out of nowhere, i am bombbarded by a crap load of guys that i dont want to talk to asking me questions about sex or something; questions i dont want to answer. so i dont. and if they arent asking me about sex or whatever, they are trying to be similar to me, as if if i think they are similar to me, i would want to date them or something. you can always tell when people are doing that...it pisses me off, like, i sit back and muse them pretending i dont see their goofy badly planned out scheme, but its soooo obvious 95% of the time because they will be like "well, i like lima beans" and i will say "lima beans are gross and make me sick" they will have the guts to say "oooh, yeah, i know what you mean! they taste awful!"

for people like that, i sometimes wish i had a gun to just shoot myself in the head and put myself out of my misery from their stupidity.

but life goes on....and right now it is going ridiculusly (not spelt right) slow. its 11:54 pm amd nobody i want to talk to willingly is on...i am seriously considering just going to bed and try to sleep. if that happens, it would surely be a very cold and icey night in hell because i havent gone to bed before 4am in several weeks....but i highly doubt i'll do that because someone is eventually gonna come on and talk to me, and if not, i'm sure i could find something to occupy my attention deficit disordered brain.

which reminds me, i want to read more of my book....maybe i'll do that tomorrow....or later, depending on who is online for how long.

as for me, im done boring people with my exciting rants of whatever.

12:05am